• Fri, 15:39: Re-arranging my crap in the apt is enough to convince me to live a more minimal lifestyle... #soreandtired
• Fri, 15:46: Music #FF: @sitdfm @culturekultur @RealLordsOfAcid @Rexx_Arkana @espermachine @uberbyte @Collidemusic @skinnypuppy_ @idie_youdie
• Fri, 15:48: Music #FF - @DawnofAshes @ravenofskys @bitriot @cEvinKey @zoog_angelspit @Assemblage_23 @officialP9 @CynL506 @skoldofficial @SaschaKMFDM
• Fri, 15:50: Music #FF - @djelectromaus @BeyondTherapyR @AurelioVoltaire @DJKinetiklive @COMAMusicMag @missfdmusic @vanrichter @Luxotek
• Fri, 15:52: Music #FF - @Synthematik @CircuitHeads @syrianband @RudyRatzinger @ivardensphere @Sonic_Seducer @stormingthebase @ISNRadio
• Fri, 15:53: Music #FF - @Digital_Ferret @InterfaceEric @joe_letz @thecruxshadows @artoffact @angelspit @SebastianKomor @vendetta_music @ayria
• Fri, 15:56: Music #FF - @outofline @systemsyn @AccessoryMusic @projectsam @mechanicmind @imperativereact @F7A @dark_NES @nachtmahr_funk
• Fri, 15:58: Music #FF - @theludotech @ghostorm @kinetikprod @straftanz @INFACTED @celldweller @regenmag @blackvectormag @VNV_Nation @God__Module
• Fri, 16:00: Music #FF - @daniel_graves @DASBUNKER @faderhead @officialXP8 @SonikFoundry @alfamatrix @egolikeness @cesium_137 @_caustic_ @Quentin_Z
• Fri, 16:02: Music #FF - @MetropolisRec @LatentAnxiety @fixtmusic @TyskeLudder @VasiVallis @thatDJSpider @isc_music @_Front242 @mzvictoria

• Fri, 16:04: Music #FF - @spankmachmusic @Leaether_Strip @DjCyFi @Nfam0us @gothicdj @serrabellum @combichristarmy @JairusKhan
• Fri, 17:10: Watching a bit of season 4 on DVD... http://t.co/h6yw6Dfa #GetGlue @CSI_CBS
• Sat, 11:49: http://t.co/ahjlSFTU
• Sat, 11:50: http://t.co/wHlUYDe1

• Thu, 21:36: I'm watching The Big Bang Theory (5186 others checked-in) http://t.co/vojeMqc7 #GetGlue @BigBang_CBS
• Fri, 00:37: SATURDAY NIGHT!!! http://t.co/f0lhLjlG

• Tue, 17:43: Disney buys Lucasfilm...Star Wars 7 in 2015...I think I just saw one of the Four Horsemen ride by...this can't be good...

• Mon, 14:23: RT @TheTweetOfGod: I send natural disasters to punish mankind for being stupid enough to believe in a God who would send natural disaste ...
• Mon, 21:55: That is not cool...not even close to being cool...
• Tue, 02:04: Get djpuzzle's song Drity Electro House Complextro Samples for free in exchange for one tweet: http://t.co/Zhlbrqdl #TFAT

Yes...yes they have...

This is no longer a DJ blog...if you're looking for that, go to my new one here.

Suffice it to say that this is a more personal blog, and an outlet for the emotional noise inside my head (as the blog title would suggest). I apologize in advance that some of what you will read here may seem emo or attention-seeking...but better to let it out than keep it all bottled up.

It's been over 2 months since Andrea & I split. I think I've gotten over the worst of that. I haven't really spoken to her a lot since the last time I saw her (which was only a couple weeks ago)...just the odd thing here and there. Sometimes seeing her sets everything off again, and I keep wishing things would be different...but the logical side of my brain knows better, and I'm doing my level best to ensure that side maintains control. Well...I keep telling myself it will, anyway.

Yesterday, I deactivated my Facebook profile. I need a break from all the drama, craziness, and other things that were distracting me from real-world stuff I need to deal with. Mind you, I'm still on Twitter, Google+, and a bunch of other sites...so I don't feel completely disconnected. My phone has been rather silent since then, mind you...and rather than text people, I might just leave it until people start wondering if I'm still alive...though I have low expectations of that...no one will contact me...

To say I'm completely off of FB would be a lie. I have a ghost account that acts as a bridge between my DJ blog & the Necrobilia blog and their related FB fanpages. There will never be friends added to it, as it's not meant for social interaction. Besides...adding friends and games and crap would have completely defeated the purpose of deactivating my account in the first place.

People have said that I'm doing this for attention, that I'm planning on coming back, the whole "Hotel California" thing. I never said I wasn't coming back...though depending on how this goes, I might just stay away...and do everything through my blogs. One never knows...

And I know what I'm about to write seems silly, considering I shut myself off from the one major source of social interaction I had...but I'm really lonely. However, I felt like that even before the account was shut down. It's not a nice feeling by any stretch. My roommate just got home, and it was the first interaction I've had with someone outside of work since Saturday. yeah...not fun. But I have a feeling I'm going to be experiencing a lot more of this in the next while. And I find I'm lonely, yet when the thought or opportunity of social interaction comes up, I choose to stay home. So I'm not sure exactly WHAT'S going on there...

And I really don't know how many people out there are going to read this, but I'm here...let me know I'm not just hanging out in the Wired on my own...

I've just signed up with a site called PROMO DJ...here's hoping this will get some attention :)

PET SHOP BOYS - Rent (Extended Mix)
ELTON JOHN - Too Low For Zero
PAUL CARRACK - Don't Shed A Tear
SALT-N-PEPA - Push It (Edit)
PAUL YOUNG - Love Will Tear Us Apart
DEPECHE MODE - Lie To Me
SIOUXSIE & THE BANSHEES - Peek-A-Boo (by request)
RUSH - Marathon
THE ICICLE WORKS - Whisper To A Scream (Birds Fly)
KIM WILDE - Kids In America (by request)
RUN-DMC feat. AEROSMITH - Walk This Way (Edit) (by request)
DAVID BOWIE - Underground
SPANDAU BALLET - True (by request)
THE PSYCHEDELIC FURS - Heaven
RYUICHI SAKAMOTO feat. IGGY POP - Risky
YELLO - Call It Love
BLUE PETER - Don't Walk Past
SKINNY PUPPY - Testure (S.F. Edit)
FRONT LINE ASSEMBLY - Dark Dreams (by request)
BLANCMANGE - Don't Tell Me
NITZER EBB - Control I'm Here
ARCADIA - Election Day (Single Version)
NIK KERSHAW - The Riddle
PRINCE feat. SHEENA EASTON - U Got The Look
KON KAN - I Beg Your Pardon (Radio Mix)

SHOW DOWNLOAD:
www.mediafire.com/file/mcf8699…

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Before getting into it...Happy Halloween! Now the update...

DJ SIDE:
This has been one of the busiest months I've had in a while...and though I'm sore, and VERY tired...I loved it! The wedding gig on the 22nd went rather well. Everyone seemed to enjoy themselves, which is always a good thing. And then the big weekend for me...Hal-Con 2010 and MasQ! Firstly, Hal-Con 2010 was a blast! Like every first convention, there are a few little wrinkles to iron out, but as a whole, it was very well run. The masquerade ball on opening night was amazing! The energy of the crowd was intense, which made it a lot of fun for me. Watching Boba Fett disco-dance to Meco's Star Wars was hilarious! All in all, a great time! Then came MasQ - 3rd Halloween Gala on Saturday night. Despite there being a good number of people having their own parties, or being at Hal-Con, MasQ had a pretty good turnout. Again, a lot of fun playing to the masses, and a good time was had by all ^_^ Next up for me will be spinning for Belindance in November...beyond that...well...there's something coming up in the new year, but I can't say anything more than that...you'll just hafta wait until everything is planned -_^

RADIO/PODCAST SIDE:
As you might know (well some might know, anyway...those on Facebook, definitely), my radio shows have returned! Monday nights at 8pm AST/6pm CST is Totally 80s! Thursday nights at 8pm AST/6pm CST is Dark Industry. It feels great to be back on the air again, and doing my regular shows! I'm going to start posting the playlists regularly on my blog once everything is all figured out with things, and of course, the shows will be available for downloading if you wanna hear them again or if you missed the initial broadcast!

PERSONAL SIDE:
Well...aside from being tired and sore, things are going alright. However, Wednesday does not hold any sense of enjoyment. As I mentioned once before, I have periodontal disease. My upper teeth were removed last year, and I've been living with false upper teeth for a while. I've gotten used to it, for the most part...but now, on Wednesday, my lower teeth are being removed. I'm going to have to get used to eating all over again. Despite knowing what's in store for me, I'm still not happy about this. Hopefully this will not affect my radio show schedule too badly. It also means I'm prolly not going to be terribly social for a while until I can get comfortable with the new denture. I wish this didn't have to happen, but I don't have any say in it whatsoever...so despite it being a great weekend, there's something looming in the week to kinda override it all...FML...

That's about it...more when it happens...

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Best remix ever...like a hard Underworld...

a-ha - The Sun Always Shines On TV (Extended Mix)
CYNDI LAUPER - The Goonies 'R' Good Enough (Single Edit)
COREY HART - Dancin' With My Mirror
PLATINUM BLONDE - It Doesn't Really Matter (by request)
ALICE COOPER - He's Back (The Man Behind The Mask)
BANANARAMA - Venus (by request)
KRAFTWERK - Der Telefon-Anruf (Edit)
ABBA - When All Is Said And Done
THE HUMAN LEAGUE - {Keep Feeling) Fascination (Extended Version)
GOLDEN EARRING - Twilight Zone
GERARD McMANN - Cry Little Sister (Theme from The Lost Boys)
NENA - 99 Luftballoons (by request)
DJ JAZZY JEFF & THE FRESH PRINCE - A Nightmare On My Street (Single Edit)
PET SHOP BOYS - Opportunities (Let's Make Lots Of Money) (Original 7" Version)
FAT BOYS - Are You Ready For Freddy? (7" Version)
DURAN DURAN - New Religion
FALCO - Der Kommissar (by request)
ROCKWELL - Somebody's Watching Me
MICHAEL JACKSON - Thriller
RAY PARKER JR. - Ghostbusters
PROPAGANDA - Dr. Mabuse (Single Edit)
THOMPSON TWINS - Hold Me Now
THE CURE - Lullaby
OINGO BOINGO - Weird Science (Edit)
GARY NUMAN - She's Got Claws

PET SHOP BOYS website to pre-order the new compilation: petshopboysshop.co.uk

SHOW DOWNLOAD:
www.mediafire.com/file/zacgx4n…

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