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Music / (Six Years in Hell - 2022 Part I)
1. Esu - The Night of Initiation  PR 69,2 ▲    
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Format: MP3, 320 Kbit
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Styles: Eurodance, Trance
Duration: 7:43
Size: 17.6Mb
Recording: 16 June 2022
Publication: 16 June 2022 14:13
Replaced: 17 June 2022 22:17
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Here's the first track from my new conseptual album. If you like it dont forget to listen to my previous conseptual album "My Possession". Good Luck!

The lyrics:

Riding a coach in the moonlight
Evening Thames the riverside
Suddenly the horses gone wild
Galloped all the way aside

Cart turned over, fallen badly
Wakened in the heart of slums
They ripped up my dress so madly
Was surrounded by scums

All disgraced and used as sex toy
Damn perverted human brain!
Cried, resisted just for their joy
Hours passed of shame and pain

Having had enough of each hole
Left me lying on the floor
Took my time and rushed through back door
Before dregs wanted some more

Ran like hell but they had followed
Turned the corner and sat down
Fixed my eyes on wall and swallowed
Felt invisible somehow

Scums had passed by like the blinded
Waited cause they could revert
Moved to river all trance-minded
Just to wash away their dirt

Went in water all frustrated
Felt like being in a trance
Badly raped, devirginated
Life was over, no new chance

Apathy led me to drowning
Cruel world was not for me
Didnt do no bad to those men
Why did they do it to me?

Breath no more, my life is over
Only water deep inside
Strong enough to take it lower
Let my soul fly outside

Waked up in my grave exhumed
Pretty girl helped me arise
Ginger lass sandal perfumed
Cold-blue sparkling in her eyes

The next moment she was holding
One of those who raped my life
Man was wrestling out with scolding
But he had no strength enough

Gave me dagger and commanded:
"Kill him! Finish off this scum!"
Seen my doubts she'd demanded:
"Kill or dead you will become!"

Man laughed out as if drunken:
"Come, my sweetest little whore!
Do you have your butthole shrunken?
It's my dick it will adore!"

Dagger rushed and pierced his belly
Once again stabbing his chest
Man became a bloody jelly
Dagger pierced him till he's dead

Hands in blood, the girl persisted:
"Well done, Izzi! Now my turn.
Let me be your moonblood sister
You've got lots of things to learn"

"Pledge the oath or die right here!
It is up for you to choose!
Live long life or die in fear!"
I agreed with no excuse

Cut our palms under the grave tree
Mixed our blood crosswise tonight
Felt the pain growing inside me
Short of breath and quickly died

Murderer
I am a murderer
Blood is on my hands
Its a curse that never ends
Never ends

Let the trial of the Goddess begin!

Witch-eyed
Raped
Committed suicide
Oblation before initiation
Beautiful
Kind-hearted
Strong-willed

Probability of resurrection
Very high
Average time of being dead - 30 minutes

Comments

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Soundvrach  27 February 2023 22:17
That sound... The voice says terrible things, but I'm fascinated by it
Kety Kes  27 August 2022 17:55
POWERFUL Work!!! as always, beautiful vocals
Total Vacuum  12 July 2022 23:17
Sad but interesting story, great trance music atmospheres, mystical voice... Excellent made, my friend!
@}->--
DJ Sukhanov  7 July 2022 15:26
Интересный трек, творчество оч не оригинальное, настоящий андеграунд, что добавляет остроты!
С удовольствием поддерживаю и желаю дальнейшего развития и успехов! PR+ ))
Ice Split  26 June 2022 14:21
That`s so nice and dynamic trance! I got a pleasure =) +++
Stradmur  21 June 2022 19:42
Thanks for this wonderful dark trance!!!+++
Roman Undertaker  17 June 2022 16:00
I like this voice :)
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Flight of the Falcon  17 June 2022 13:14
Very good work, as usual, drive and a pleasant voice, it seems to me, or have you improved something with the sound?, it has become softer and airy)
PilL Studio [CBD Racords] ©  17 June 2022 9:06
Оригинально придумано с акапеллой, а мелодия чем то стиль транс напоминает. Это уже второй трек слышу с таким голосом
This is a tough, inexorable hand of revenge, everyone must answer for their sins, no one will escape retribution, and everyone should remember this! Very strong conceptual work, Katie!) My respect and support!)+++++
Esu
Thank you for your comment and support! Personally i was tought a different lesson here. You shouldn't let emotions determine your actions. Many murders are comitted in an affective state. Life is much more precious than one's honor and virginity. It is the ultimate treasure of human beings.
I didn't talk about the murder, it's a simple alligory. I just meant that for any evil, the villain will always answer, sooner or later. One way or another, no one will escape retribution, and everyone is equal before God, and He sees everything.
Esu
I know this philosophy well. It's easier to live thinking so... for victims, of course) Suffer from evil and sooth themselves with a belief that almighty God will punish the bad men) But life goes on and all the evil seem to live forever)
In general, I myself am not a supporter of such a philosophy, my philosophy is "trust in God, but don't make a mistake yourself!" And of course, I do not urge you to turn your left cheek if you were hit on the right cheek. It is true that a bad person will be punished, but you should not stand and wait for this, you must always be able to stand up for yourself!
Esu
Well, you're a nice man that you dont' support that christian stuff!=) I get used to trust in myself though. Good luck to you!♥︎♥︎♥︎ And thanx for the attention=)
Thanks!) \m/ (O_o) \m/
A very exciting, mystical scary story of Kate.I'm also a fan of scary stories.I have a lot of songs about suicide...
you have an interesting concept album.I will watch and listen carefully.
I remembered King Diamond, he also has concept albums with similar themes...
My name is Sergey.
Creative ideas for you and their implementation)
Esu
Thank you, Sergey! ("Wolf" sounded more brutal though=)) I am actually happy you aint preaching me that religiously-esoterical stuff and morality=) The next songs from my new album will be more brutal than this one. Well... except for the second track, i am going to start working on soon. It will be easy ok-moralty track. But what i show is no wilder than a brutality people have in their society. No fantasies or hyperbolization. It may be nice to sit under a palm on beach, meditate and say to everyone that you're all good and enlightened person and know how to live life right... but... the real human nature best of all is awakened when you're looking death in the eye or when your totally free to do whatever with impunity.
Yes, you're right, Kate - a friend is known in trouble. There are no more close and loyal people with whom you had to sit in the trenches and fight together.And this is a very valuable experience.So that palm trees and the sun do not give the right experience, unfortunately...
Esu
A friend in need is a friend indeed - that's how we say ""a friend is known in trouble". I like it, your philosophy of life, Sergey! Good luck to you! See you soon!=))♥︎♥︎♥︎
Super !!! My Plus !
Esu
Thank you, darling!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Disturbing, dark but beautiful work! My humble support +
Esu
Thank you!
My friend, what kind of topics do you have. Poems with dark energy and music correspond to this strange despondency. Maybe it's black PR, but maybe it's related to past situations in your life... Everything is possible. I respect musicians, creative people, I write poetry myself... But what I have read does not fit in my head. I would write to another person that he is mentally ill. Maybe it's a stage image? I liked the trance-style music, but not the poems.
Esu
Thank you for your sincerity! A really appreciated it! But it's just the way it is! I dont wanna lie or make black look like white. You may accept it or not! If you dont like it (and probably you will not like it) well... you may not comment it. I will understand it. The further will be the more. Much more so-called mental illness and other human's stamps... i do not need black PR. I have enough of white PR=) I am just telling what i am telling. The other year you probably wont see me here... Have peace! And good luck to you!
Esu
P.s. I just want to show people the real cost of their dark wishes. If it is to be blamed... well then let it be blamed. Like it was centuries ago and will be centuries futher on.
Here I did not see suffering, although they are also present... And the call to open the soul to the dark side is black magic. I understand this well, I have been doing esotericism for a long time. But I chose the side of the world. Although part of my soul is stained with sinful thoughts and magical experiments...
Р.S. People cannot be changed in this way, everyone has their own role here... We can change ourselves, only ourselves. In this material world we have come to change ourselves, to fight or to accept...The choice was left to us and it depends on which world we will be embodied in, in what frequency of vibrations...
Esu
I know it. You are right here again. And that just means i want something else... But does it really matter? It's s musical site, not philosophical or esoterical... So i just make my songs. And the way they are interpreted is not of my concern. Have peace!
Esu
Yes, you are right. There's no suffering here) Just madness=) I clearly understand your position about black magic and i do not want to argue with you on this point. Truely, friend, if you don't like this track, you will definitely not like the poetry in my following tracks... it is black magic. I won't lie to you and deny it. But after all every human is quite capable of choosing his own destiny. There's a payment everywhere. Even on the side of light. You have to sacrifice smth., you have to pay smth. to achieve either light or black results. It is a market of life. And there's no "free goods" here. You get exactly what you pay. Good luck to you!
I had to pay, I hope it's inexpensive) Dark forces cannot exist without Light Ones, this is the range that a Single Source (God) created, which means they are subordinate to Him.. it is so!
Esu
Lets quit religion here, ok?) If you wanna discuss it further on, you are free to write me pm or via email=)
Всё выглядит как всегда прекрасно +++++
Esu
Thanks!)
Esu
Thankie!)
НАПРЯЖЁННАЯ НЕОПРЕДЕЛЁННОСТЬ, ОТЛИЧНО ПОЛУЧИЛОСЬ+///
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
+++ Beautiful track made_Pr+:)
Esu
Thank you, Rob!=)
☆☆☆☆☆ ;)
Esu
Thanks, sweetie=)
Good work. nice sound, this synth-s and other samples - very good for this vibe. cool! +
Esu
Thanks! Glad you liked the sound!)
I like this voice :)
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Esu
Im gonna blush! Meeoowww!)
Great work! ++
Esu
Thanks=)
Perfect euro dance sound, Katie. Well done. My support.
Esu
Thankie!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Оригинально придумано с акапеллой, а мелодия чем то стиль транс напоминает. Это уже второй трек слышу с таким голосом
Esu
Thanks and sorry, i didnt get it what is so special to you about my voice in this track. I try to keep it the same thru all of promodj tracks. And yes the first half of verses part sounds quite trancy, i agree. But technically the arpeggios used throuout the track are eurodancy, but not trancy.
honestly - I don't know what to say... but overall I like the song.
Esu
Glad you liked it)
Loved the track, Katie! Well done!!!
A very sad story...
When I read the translation, I imagined the movie "I Spit on Your Grave"
There is of course a different story and without mysticism ...
But the film is very strong...
(I know you don't watch movies) =)
My support!!!+++
Esu
Thank you Slava, but to be honest i dont think that promodj should know about my TV preferences. The story is more mad than sad. Just as mad as the eyes of the girl i posted up there. And when you hear the last album track you wont even try to doubt that, believe me=)
Knowing your texts, I am sure that it will be so ...
Well, it will be interesting to listen)
Esu
The most time-cunsuming thing is rhyming=) It took most of my time with this track and yet there are a few verses left poorly rhymed...
It's a pity that I can't appreciate your rhymes, I'm reading a very distorted translation...
Esu
Cant help you there, Slava) But there's one thing i dont doubt. The translation is rather messy)
(Atatat was here)
Esu
Thank you, Stefania!
Katie BRAVO!!!
My Support
Esu
Thanks, Eugene!
отличная тема
Esu
Thank you!=)
Hard poetry, impressive music. +++
Esu
Thanks! Practically all the lyrics in this album is gonna be very rough and rated 18+. It is the price of honesty and better comprehension of what it is about=)
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