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Music / (Six Years in Hell - 2022 Part I)
2. Esu - Gambling with God  PR 65,9 ▲    
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Format: MP3, 320 Kbit
Listens: 3 849
Downloads: 468
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Styles: Dark Ambient, Eurodance
Duration: 8:41
Size: 19.9Mb
Recording: 29 June 2022
Publication: 29 June 2022 17:45
Replaced: 30 June 2022 13:59
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This is my second track from my "Six Years In Hell" conseptual album. If you like it be sure to listen to the first one.

The lyrics:

Waked up in my parents’ house
Mom was weeping in the chair
Daddy tried to sooth his spouse
Felt like i had a nightmare

"Here i am!" - i ran to mama
But no one had noticed me
"What the hell is all this drama?
Why it feels they cry for me?"

Grandma coming out of my room
Died when i was only three
"Come, my girlie, follow me soon
You have died" - she talks to me

"No, you ain't! Your granny's lying!"
Girlish voice said in my head
"I can bring you back undying!"
You just have to ask me that!"

"It's the devil talking to you"
Granny said all in despair
"Come with me where you belong to
Nothing good in staying there"

"Izzi, what is your decision?"
Asked the girl inside my head
"Do you need a supervision?
Shall you live or shall stay dead?"

Watched my mom and dad in sorrow
Felt like coming back to them
Quit this dream, wake up tomorrow
Show them i'm alive again

"Take me back to life!" - i cleared
"It's my choice to see my mom!"
Everything had disappeared
Darkness came and there was none

Had no feeling of my body
Just the conscience alone
Felt the presence of somebody
Card-like symbols i was shown

Black suns, moons and stars were there
All alive embedded cards
Male voice whispered from somewhere
"Let’s play! Choose three of my shards"

Game rules were likely to poker
Got a royal flush of moons
"That can't be!" exclaimed the joker
"Play again!" - the madman croones

Once again i won with royal
Moons were helping me somehow
"You are cheating, girl disloyal!
Play last time! Won't fool me now!"

Madman beaten by the third time
Now he had to leave me be
Cause the deal was made for first time
"Win three times and you are free"

"No, this can't be! I was near!"
Gambler cried out with a plea
Girlish voice again appeared:
"Leave her now! She'll stay with me!"

"Do you wanna go with Moonblack?"
Asked the man with calming voice
"Do you know the price of come-back?
Is it really your choice?"

"Yes, i do!" - i claimed so doughty
"Let it be so then!" - he said
Got the feeling of my body
Conciseness pulled back to bed

Waked up in a bed exhausted
Chest was aching all like hell
Ginger girl brought flask so frosty
"Drink the blood so you'll get well"

Drained the flask with mad desire
Blood was milk-like to the taste
Chest burned up with inner fire
Heartbeat raised three times with haste

"Drink the blood so you'll get well"
Heartbeat raised three times with haste (repeating)

Comments

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Rinat  22 November 2022 12:38
A sad, mystical composition, with shades of tragedy and emotional experiences. The music does not strain, but makes you listen and tune in to the events taking place, the heartbeat begins to speed up, and the soul rushes into the distance to the unknown! Respect, from the heart! +++
DazerGauss  21 August 2022 22:19
A great performance, a wonderful idea and implementation, an original presentation and not boring development, with an unexpected ending, as far as I'm concerned, the final is close to EBM, but softer, not heavy, with a good mood)
Kety Kes  14 August 2022 14:38
super intro. I like the atmosphere. your vocals are gorgeous as always. I really like your work.
Total Vacuum  9 August 2022 0:00
Hypnotizing melody and voice... and waterfall of energy after 6:00
Excellent track! @}->--
Several years ago i developed software for slot machines, so i know what i'm talking about :)))
Nicolas Toma  8 July 2022 15:23
Это гениально!!!))+++ Музыка вгрызается в нейроны и доносит слова прямо в сердце! Эмоции восторга переполняют!) Волшебно!))+++
ALIEN  1 July 2022 11:47
Mystical and surreal!) I love all that!) My favorite series is "The Vampire Diaries". I definitely support your novelty, Katie!)+++++
DJ Zharikoff  30 June 2022 10:52
ты реально талант+
ExclUsive™  29 June 2022 19:43
Very cool and melody and mystical story, Katie!!! Well done!!!+++++
DJ Polkovnik  30 June 2022 0:44
Очень необычно, поэтично, красиво!
Поддерживаю+++
A sad, mystical composition, with shades of tragedy and emotional experiences. The music does not strain, but makes you listen and tune in to the events taking place, the heartbeat begins to speed up, and the soul rushes into the distance to the unknown! Respect, from the heart! +++
Esu
Thank you, Rinat, for listening and your detailed review! ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎
Страшная мистическая история завораживает... надеюсь с Иззи все будет в порядке и
она выберется из этого дьявольского круга и оживет вновь, увидит своих
родителей. Моя поддержка Кейт) +++
Заходи на новую песню, почти год ничего не выпускал...
Esu
Sergey, Izzi was eventally resurrected=) And of course she saw her parents many times since then... From the distance... She could never talk to them cause she was dead for them. They buried her. There will be a song about that but later. Listening to your new track tonight!
A great performance, a wonderful idea and implementation, an original presentation and not boring development, with an unexpected ending, as far as I'm concerned, the final is close to EBM, but softer, not heavy, with a good mood)
Esu
Thank you for your detailed comment!♥︎♥︎♥︎
super intro. I like the atmosphere. your vocals are gorgeous as always. I really like your work.
Esu
Well thank you! I am pleased you liked my vocals!
Hypnotizing melody and voice... and waterfall of energy after 6:00
Excellent track! @}->--
Several years ago i developed software for slot machines, so i know what i'm talking about :)))
Esu
Thanks! And sorry, didnt get about slot machines software...
I was part of the gambling industry for many years, so i know enough about gambling... and about tracks with "gambling" in their title :)
Esu
Well now i see the reason you decided to comment on this track=))
Great Work!!! PR+++++
Esu
Thank you!=)
Поддержал ➕
Esu
Thanx for the support!
Отличная тема! 10+
Esu
Thank you!;)
I really liked the track, it was made cool
Esu
Thanx=)
Хороший гипнотический эффект !!!
Esu
Thank you, Andrew!♥︎♥︎♥︎
шикарная работа !!!
поддерживаю :)
+ pr
Esu
Thank you!
Исповедь, поиск какого-то выхода... Необычная работа, +++++ ! =)
Esu
Thanks! There's a russian translation=)
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Круто, что-то новое в 2022м...Круто делаешь, думаю совместную работу...
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Это гениально!!!))+++ Музыка вгрызается в нейроны и доносит слова прямо в сердце! Эмоции восторга переполняют!) Волшебно!))+++
Esu
Well.. thanks! I AM surprised. A little=)
the mysterious romance of a parallel dimension !!!
Esu
Thanks=)
Очень интересная работа Кэти!) Прекрасная мелодия!) С большим удовольствием послушал и поддерживаю твоё новое творение!) Действительно Круто!) Молодец Кэти!) Удачи тебе, мира, добра и больших успехов в творчестве!) PR+++++++++++++++++++++
Очень интересно звучит) +++
Esu
Thanx!=)
Beautiful atmospheric & eurodance sound. I support creativity, Katie.
Esu
Thank you very much!=)
Great job! My support! I want to add text! According to the faith of each, it will be given to him. Whoever believes in hell with consciousness, there will be hell, whoever believes in light and love, there will be love! The dawn is already near, the dark haze of Kabbalah will subside, so be it, and so it is! Namaste))++++
Esu
Thank you! I am very pleased that my lyrics doesnt leave untouched not only christians, but also kabbalists=) Still waiting for induists, buddists, muslims and pagans of each color to show up=)) By the way very similiar phylosophy to yours is written in Bardo Thodol=)
+++++++++++++++++++
Esu
Mmmeeeooow!=) ♥︎♥︎♥︎
шикарный звук )))прекрасная музыка )))моя поддержка ++++
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Original and poetic
Esu
Thank you!=)
the best I've heard in a while!!! Respect +++
Esu
Muuurrr mmmmeeeeoooow!=)
Excellent! Very beautiful and mystical synth and melody. Very emotional second part of song;)
Esu
Thank you!=)
Супер!!!+++
Esu
Thanks!
Interesting work, night, mystical mood, as usual, everything is on top, honestly I didn't think that the development would be so dynamic, super +)
Esu
Thank you, Dima!=) The third track is going to be less dynamic, more simple and eurodancy!=)
Esu
Thanks!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Отлично!! + от меня
Esu
Thank you, Sherman! Make yourself comfortable here!♥︎♥︎♥︎ I like your ava!=)
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