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Music / (Six Years in Hell - 2022 Part I)
1. Esu - The Night of Initiation  PR 67 ▲    
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Format: MP3, 320 Kbit
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Styles: Eurodance, Trance
Duration: 7:43
Size: 17.6Mb
Recording: 16 June 2022
Publication: 16 June 2022 14:13
Replaced: 17 June 2022 22:17
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Here's the first track from my new conseptual album. If you like it dont forget to listen to my previous conseptual album "My Possession". Good Luck!

The lyrics:

Riding a coach in the moonlight
Evening Thames the riverside
Suddenly the horses gone wild
Galloped all the way aside

Cart turned over, fallen badly
Wakened in the heart of slums
They ripped up my dress so madly
Was surrounded by scums

All disgraced and used as sex toy
Damn perverted human brain!
Cried, resisted just for their joy
Hours passed of shame and pain

Having had enough of each hole
Left me lying on the floor
Took my time and rushed through back door
Before dregs wanted some more

Ran like hell but they had followed
Turned the corner and sat down
Fixed my eyes on wall and swallowed
Felt invisible somehow

Scums had passed by like the blinded
Waited cause they could revert
Moved to river all trance-minded
Just to wash away their dirt

Went in water all frustrated
Felt like being in a trance
Badly raped, devirginated
Life was over, no new chance

Apathy led me to drowning
Cruel world was not for me
Didnt do no bad to those men
Why did they do it to me?

Breath no more, my life is over
Only water deep inside
Strong enough to take it lower
Let my soul fly outside

Waked up in my grave exhumed
Pretty girl helped me arise
Ginger lass sandal perfumed
Cold-blue sparkling in her eyes

The next moment she was holding
One of those who raped my life
Man was wrestling out with scolding
But he had no strength enough

Gave me dagger and commanded:
"Kill him! Finish off this scum!"
Seen my doubts she'd demanded:
"Kill or dead you will become!"

Man laughed out as if drunken:
"Come, my sweetest little whore!
Do you have your butthole shrunken?
It's my dick it will adore!"

Dagger rushed and pierced his belly
Once again stabbing his chest
Man became a bloody jelly
Dagger pierced him till he's dead

Hands in blood, the girl persisted:
"Well done, Izzi! Now my turn.
Let me be your moonblood sister
You've got lots of things to learn"

"Pledge the oath or die right here!
It is up for you to choose!
Live long life or die in fear!"
I agreed with no excuse

Cut our palms under the grave tree
Mixed our blood crosswise tonight
Felt the pain growing inside me
Short of breath and quickly died

Murderer
I am a murderer
Blood is on my hands
Its a curse that never ends
Never ends

Let the trial of the Goddess begin!

Witch-eyed
Raped
Committed suicide
Oblation before initiation
Beautiful
Kind-hearted
Strong-willed

Probability of resurrection
Very high
Average time of being dead - 30 minutes

Comments

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Soundvrach  27 February 2023 22:17
That sound... The voice says terrible things, but I'm fascinated by it
Kety Kes  27 August 2022 17:55
POWERFUL Work!!! as always, beautiful vocals
Total Vacuum  12 July 2022 23:17
Sad but interesting story, great trance music atmospheres, mystical voice... Excellent made, my friend!
@}->--
Stradmur  21 June 2022 19:42
Thanks for this wonderful dark trance!!!+++
Flight of the Falcon  17 June 2022 13:14
Very good work, as usual, drive and a pleasant voice, it seems to me, or have you improved something with the sound?, it has become softer and airy)
PilL Studio [CBD Racords] ©  17 June 2022 9:06
Оригинально придумано с акапеллой, а мелодия чем то стиль транс напоминает. Это уже второй трек слышу с таким голосом
That sound... The voice says terrible things, but I'm fascinated by it
Esu
To be honest, my friend, there are much more terrible things in life. For example if you listened to my hetep sebu track you wouldn't argue that it's better to be treated and die like this... than like that... Maybe someday for my future albums i'll have my own website where i'll publish tracks with totally uncensored lyrics i dare not publish here. I really wanna tell more but i am bound with some morality rules here.
Good music + Beautiful work !!! My support +++
Esu
Thank you, Anton!
Quite a complex verbal allegory, and the music keeps you in nervous tension, a real drama!
My support, Katie!
Занятная композиция, а чей голос используется?
Отлично!
with great pleasure I support ++++
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
POWERFUL Work!!! as always, beautiful vocals
Esu
Thank you, darling! I am glad you like my voice!=)
SUPER !!! PR+++
Esu
Thank you!
Great mix Eurodance & Trance. ++
Esu
Thank you!
Very good song+++++
Esu
Thank you!
Sad but interesting story, great trance music atmospheres, mystical voice... Excellent made, my friend!
@}->--
Esu
Thank you for your wonderful comment!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Интересное виденье !!!
Esu
Thanks!
Interesting work;+++)
Esu
Thankie!)
Хорошая работа, от Меня +++++!!!
Esu
Thanks!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Beautiful sound!
Esu
Thank you!
(= +++++ ! Amazing ! +++++ =)
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
ОТЛИЧНО) МОЯ ПОДДЕРЖКА+++
Esu
Thanks!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Beautiful sound! Melodic and atmospheric! +PR
Esu
Thank you!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Красиво!
+++
Esu
Thank you!=)
Thanks for this wonderful dark trance!!!+++
Esu
Meeeeowww!!!=)
Интересное произведение !
Esu
Thankie=)
Good job!!! +)))
Esu
Thank you!÷)
A very beautiful work came out !!! Definitely +++
Esu
Thank you!
Very good job!!!
Esu
Thanks!=)
This is a tough, inexorable hand of revenge, everyone must answer for their sins, no one will escape retribution, and everyone should remember this! Very strong conceptual work, Katie!) My respect and support!)+++++
Esu
Thank you for your comment and support! Personally i was tought a different lesson here. You shouldn't let emotions determine your actions. Many murders are comitted in an affective state. Life is much more precious than one's honor and virginity. It is the ultimate treasure of human beings.
I didn't talk about the murder, it's a simple alligory. I just meant that for any evil, the villain will always answer, sooner or later. One way or another, no one will escape retribution, and everyone is equal before God, and He sees everything.
Esu
I know this philosophy well. It's easier to live thinking so... for victims, of course) Suffer from evil and sooth themselves with a belief that almighty God will punish the bad men) But life goes on and all the evil seem to live forever)
In general, I myself am not a supporter of such a philosophy, my philosophy is "trust in God, but don't make a mistake yourself!" And of course, I do not urge you to turn your left cheek if you were hit on the right cheek. It is true that a bad person will be punished, but you should not stand and wait for this, you must always be able to stand up for yourself!
Esu
Well, you're a nice man that you dont' support that christian stuff!=) I get used to trust in myself though. Good luck to you!♥︎♥︎♥︎ And thanx for the attention=)
Thanks!) \m/ (O_o) \m/
A very exciting, mystical scary story of Kate.I'm also a fan of scary stories.I have a lot of songs about suicide...
you have an interesting concept album.I will watch and listen carefully.
I remembered King Diamond, he also has concept albums with similar themes...
My name is Sergey.
Creative ideas for you and their implementation)
Esu
Thank you, Sergey! ("Wolf" sounded more brutal though=)) I am actually happy you aint preaching me that religiously-esoterical stuff and morality=) The next songs from my new album will be more brutal than this one. Well... except for the second track, i am going to start working on soon. It will be easy ok-moralty track. But what i show is no wilder than a brutality people have in their society. No fantasies or hyperbolization. It may be nice to sit under a palm on beach, meditate and say to everyone that you're all good and enlightened person and know how to live life right... but... the real human nature best of all is awakened when you're looking death in the eye or when your totally free to do whatever with impunity.
Yes, you're right, Kate - a friend is known in trouble. There are no more close and loyal people with whom you had to sit in the trenches and fight together.And this is a very valuable experience.So that palm trees and the sun do not give the right experience, unfortunately...
Esu
A friend in need is a friend indeed - that's how we say ""a friend is known in trouble". I like it, your philosophy of life, Sergey! Good luck to you! See you soon!=))♥︎♥︎♥︎
Super !!! My Plus !
Esu
Thank you, darling!♥︎♥︎♥︎
Disturbing, dark but beautiful work! My humble support +
Esu
Thank you!
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