Anticipating mocking at me about the lines: "Maybe someday I will understand, All I can do now is to pretend.", I'm explaining: No, the track isn't about a mentally retarded. Not the whole lyrics were used, only its 1st part. The lyrics are about the emotional disappointment, when one still loves and the other feels nothing. The vox sounds differently, not as my previous vocal recordings, as that time it was my (vocal range) deepest / lowest notes singing.