"My madness escaped outside and turned life into an infinite agony. The soul tried to calm feelings, but the agony killed them. Dying feelings created a resonance which merged with pain and suffering. So I learned apathy. All this is similar to weather. The hurricane destroys everything around, but can't infinitely grow. At the end it is dissolved and there comes the moment of absolute silence. Silence from destructions, fragments, garbage and the world around turned inside out. It also is apathy. Zero state. Absolute silence from the dead emotions, dissolved as air of soul and the destroyed feelings. Apathy will present only one thing - ice cold."